Itzpapalotl

Twisted inside, Spiralling down Water rushing, Will i drown? Black oblivion waits for the, Eyes are open but cannot see Why this torment, Why this pain? I love the sound of the pouring rain Dead inside, Could this be? Dead inside, Is that really me? So many questions in the world today, I've got another one, Do you pray? Do you pray for forgiveness or maybe peace? He isn't listening, Do your words cease? A tear! Is that a tear I see? Someone crying, Could this be? There should be no sorrow, No regret These emotions should we forget? Always remember happiness is your friend, Alright boys and girls this is the end!

You took my heart, Ripped it out I never new pain, Until i met you I let you get close to me, Closer than anyone else Until I die, I'll never forget you You made me feel beautiful and safe, Your face in my head, I cannot erase My sanity has become but a dream It's because of you I need to scream You have no idea what you've done to me Do you? Cruelty is a virtue.........

Pain! What is pain? Answer me! Can you tell me why, I have no feelings as the days go by? People say i'm weird and strange Do they know my pain my rage? Do you know what it feels like to wanna die? Mum i love you please dont cry I now have a purpose, My life isn't a waste I'm going on to a better place. Please shed no tears for me, I have no regrets I love you! Lisa

The need for it sometimes gets to much I need the taste to satisfy me I fantisise people i know bleeding, dying I hear them pleading but mostly crying I like the fear, the crying excites me The feeling of death all around me, The ultimate high! They wish for death to stop the tourment I Laugh! I feed on their pain I need it so much my bones ache My heart feels hollow I need it like a junkie needs a fix Its life or death My hands shake, My eyes cant focus I need it, I need it now!

The light so beautiful Its beams so harsh It brings on things Only found i the dark. Senses are high Reactions are sharp Theres deafening silence The beat of your heart. The safety of light Becomes but a dream Theres a terrible howling Then theres a scream. You hear ripping flesh The smell so unique The tastes on your tongue You dare not speak. Two yellow eyes Emerge from the dark It growls at you Not quite a dogs bark. You try to run To get away Out of curiosity not fear You believe you must stay. You want to try To understand Then you see him clearly He is but a man. He seems confused Doesn't remember a thing T

To die or not to die? That is the question isn't it? What to use? A Blade, A rope? Maybe that gun your parents keep in their bedside drawer. Will you choose your wonderful life of drugs and pain? Or will you rise above all that and go on to better things? Will others mourn you or will you end up forgotten in a grave? Heaven or hell the choice is yours, The one you take no-one will know. The logical choice would be to die, But who will miss you? Who will cry? All those problems in your life, FUCK THEM! There are people who need you here. Which brings me back to the question, To die or not to die? You choose!

Do you know what it feels like to wanna die? To have the courage to push down on the blade? To take to many pills, To tie a rope around your neck? He did..... He pushed down on the blade, Watched his life pour out of that vein. I found him in a bath full of blood, I tried to help him but he screamed NO! He wanted out of this place and I dont know why. The ambulance came and took him away He said he loves me and not to cry, To use life to the full and dont be scared A piece of him will always stay with me He was so happy I dont know what happened He left a diary I wasn't allowed to see His parents said it was an accident, no-on

He's lying on the bed Sleeping soundlessly I want him He tosses and turns Sweat glistening on his chest He does not know i'm here He doesn't know i watch I see the pulse in his neck knowing it would be like candy, I could roll around in my mouth But this candy would be sweeter It would be like ecstacy Knowing I could have him here and now, Makes me shake and quiver with excitement But I will not take him I just want to watch Just watch

The night comes I start to dream of an evil being Thats haunting me He wants my soul To set himself free He holds my dying body As he takes the life from me For he knows I will rise So he wont be alone I awake covered in the dirt Only found on a grave He takes my hand With a smile he says I have been brave I am forever his.

Please take this torment Please take this pain When i see the full moon It brings on this horrible change My skin tears My heart stops I must not kill again Their flesh so tasty Their blood so warm I love the smell of fear I change back at the sight of dawn The dawn comes...... I have no memory of the death and destruction i have caused Only to have the moon rise It starts again